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Narcissism.
Nicholas Goh
SEXXX: Male(DUH...)
Age: Supposedly 16+(Can be older or younger if you want me to;P)
Alignment: VERY STRAIGHT (As staight as it goes...)
HomeLikeNoOther:Tampines, Singapore
Co-Curriculum Activity: Sec Sch~ DRaMa CluB
LIFESAVING/ SWIMMING
PrisonBreaks:Pri-TampinesNorthPrimarySchool
Sec-CoralSecondarySchool(1E4, 2E3, 3/8, 4/8)
JC- MJC!!!(08S304!!)
A fan of the ORANGE
My Loves...(Read CAREFULLY)
food: Foie Gras(I discovered my love for it some time ago.), Sushi, Steak (Medium Rare), SPICY curry, Chocolate
books: Fantasy, Comics, Harry Potter series, Dan Brown.
Random quote by ME: When you love someone, the less you know why, the better...
music: Rock, Classical, Oldies, Emo, lots as long as it's nice... (Just no techno)
girls: Like i'll tell you... XP Hahahaha!!!
doingstuffies: Reading, Facebooking, Cycling, drumming, randomizing, sleeping, Drawing and doodling, XBOXING, etc.ing...
Another RandomQuote: Insert here...
MagicMirror: Heroes series,BigBangTheory, Stardust(superFUNNY&RANDOM!), Nice shows!
Some Weird Blogthings
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What Nicholas Goh Means
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You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
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OH MY F-ing GOD! Well, it's almost 95% true... Hahaha...
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be. |
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| Being Alone | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
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What is your True Fear?
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
7:46 AM
Hey hey,
Tomorrow's Chem SPA and I'm still online. Cause I just wanna piss ppl off now. Yeah. Right. Found someone who's fun to be with. I think I'm starting to like her. Nowhere near what i used to feel last time though. So why do i feel bothered? I think I'm afraid that she would like me and i won't be able help myself.. The desperado that I've become... Sigh... I bet I won't be helping anyone anytime soon... I can't even help myself... What should i do? Stay as a friend, no matter what happens? Or use this as an opportunity to move on, even though I know that I won't be serious with her... Sigh..
I'm frustrated. My mom's on my back and I'm trying to block her out. What have i become? I guess it's hormones and stuff. But why am i so horrible to my parents? Sigh... Now all i can hear in my head is...
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF...
But I also hear myself going...
Listen to what she's got to say. Don't make her angry. She has enough troubles.
ARGHHH. Dammit, I'm one screwed up bugger eh? I don't even know myself. What should i do? I guess i'll go out to apologize. Then I'll go off. I just can't bring myself to hurt others. Sigh.
Hey, but seriously? I'm seriously screwed up. I can't think straight nowadays. Minds a blank where ever i go. And all that.
Another time another place. Another life another face.
& I'm being random.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
5:38 AM
God friggin' DAMMIT!
My heart is supposed to be frickin' frozen!
Why does it still F~ing hurt so much?!
Why are you still there?
Why am i still so happy around you?
Discipline. Patience. And i don't give a damn.
Right now, i need to NOT give a damn. Don't care.
Get everything out of my tanned uncaring face.
Heh, well, I guess freezing my heart is difficult if you still care about so many ppl. And i can't exactly help my meis if i freeze my heart. So i guess I'll just bear the pain. Just like how i smiled as she broke my heart. And how i continued smiling while my heart was being stabbed by millions of swords. Whatever. WHATEVER! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! I'm in so much pain but i just don't show. I don't care who reads this but i just want you to know that i won't acknowledge anything. I'll just put on my mask and go to school. Be my normal self. Feel the shards of glass being driven in and out while i can't stop thinking of what happened. WHATEVER!!!
You made my life so bright,
made me feel so light,
I thought you were my life,
not someone else's wife.
When you called me that day,
I knew what you'll say,
I could tell in your voice,
you already made your choice.
I enjoyed it when it was joyful,
never thought it was so painful,
to be haunted by your smile,
I considered suicide for awhile.
But i got used to the pain,
though it was hard to maintain,
the many masks that i put on,
so people won't know that i was gone.
I'll hope to forget eventually,
even if i wait for eternity,
but I doubt I'll be able to forget,
those times we were happy or upset.
Hey, I'll always remember you but I'll look forward. You've moved on and you're happy. So I'll stop bothering you with all the things I've done, and would have done. Nevertheless, being with you were one of the best days of my life. I wish you all the best for everything you do. And just know that I'll be there by your side if you ever need a helping hand. Stay fun and stay beautiful.
Labels: Friends forever.
& I'm being random.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
7:08 AM
Hey people,
I've baked some chocolate chip cookies!!
I just wish i didn't like them so much so i won't feel so sad giving them away... Hahhaa... Anyway, Valentine's day is coming. I don't have any plans. I'm not going to do anything this year... Just stay home and maybe do some work... I might bring my girlfriend out for a ride tho.. ;P Hahaha.. Yeaah Right... Anyway, i just remembered this band called Big Bang and i listened to their song again, Haru Haru 2. It's actually the same as Haru Haru but just different MV i guess.. Hahhaha...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhk-X9BEnDo
Well that's the link.
And i'm like all emo again ehh... Saddened. No need to worry about me, i'll just try to get through JC then see what happens next. Heh, and congrats to Joseph for first prize in the poetry thing... I'm glad i didn't submit anything. :)
Well, if any girl is expecting anything from me on valentine's i guess you can forget it. I'm locking myself up and will not partake in this event.
English Translation of the song. Enjoy!
Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me. Ah ah ah ah~
[G.Dragon + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
[G.Dragon Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless
[TOP Rap]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…
[Seung Ri + Dae Sung]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly
[G.Dragon]
Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
[TOP]
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
[Dae Sung + Seing Ri]
I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
[Tae Yang]
As time passes by
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you
[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye
Labels: Too bad so sad...
& I'm being random.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
3:58 AM
You've heard of nucleophiles and electrophiles...
In lecture today, i heard about this brand new substance... Called...
NICHOLO_PHILES!
They love Nicholas' of all types. Hahahhaa...
Well, i wouldn't want one of those, they'll be too sticky... But i'll just pass it on to the nest Nicholas... Hahaha
& I'm being random.
3:52 AM
Hey hey...
Should i go do something stupid again?
No, no... Not for HER, but just something else...
I was thinking if I should just go up to this girl and ask her out on V day...
Hahahhaa, THAT would be so random... Well, i guess it's a bit sad, and bad...
Another thing... I'm not going to submit any poem... I guess I'm not up to it... I give you permission to use my poems and submit it under your own name. I don't care... Hahaha...
ANYWAY, I'll wish everyone all the best and go do something impulsive one of these days eh... I don't know what, but I'll do something... Wahahahhahahaa!
Labels: Random post
& I'm being random.
I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
I adopted a cute lil' tempura fetus
from Fetusmart! mm..yummy.