welcome.
Nicholas Goh K.K.
Aliases: ngkk1991, Nersirus, NickGoh, much less known as FreakishlyTallGuy by someone... >.< & also known as Jonathan by a certain grp of ppl... XP OH YEAH!! Some one calls me Nicole Melissa II(KiKi) and another one calls me BOBBY! Where the heck did THAT come from?? o.O Two new names! I'm now a Eugene and Magician~ Woah~
I'm bored, dying and ready to RUMMMBBLLEE!! O.o
Oh yesh, for archives look at links, o4 i thinks... And crazy magic video in past posts too!!
click on o1 o2 o3 o4 to navigate.
Rmb... Be RANDOM! (And don't SPAM) :)
I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
I adopted a cute lil' tempura fetus
from Fetusmart! mm..yummy.
Couldn't help myself! Needed another one...
profile.
Narcissism.
Nicholas Goh
SEXXX: Male(DUH...)
Age: Supposedly 16+(Can be older or younger if you want me to;P)
Alignment: VERY STRAIGHT (As staight as it goes...)
HomeLikeNoOther:Tampines, Singapore
Co-Curriculum Activity: Sec Sch~ DRaMa CluB
LIFESAVING/ SWIMMING
PrisonBreaks:Pri-TampinesNorthPrimarySchool
Sec-CoralSecondarySchool(1E4, 2E3, 3/8, 4/8)
JC- MJC!!!(08S304!!)
A fan of the ORANGE
My Loves...(Read CAREFULLY)
food: Foie Gras(I discovered my love for it some time ago.), Sushi, Steak (Medium Rare), SPICY curry, Chocolate
books: Fantasy, Comics, Harry Potter series, Dan Brown.
Random quote by ME: When you love someone, the less you know why, the better...
music: Rock, Classical, Oldies, Emo, lots as long as it's nice... (Just no techno)
girls: Like i'll tell you... XP Hahahaha!!!
doingstuffies: Reading, Facebooking, Cycling, drumming, randomizing, sleeping, Drawing and doodling, XBOXING, etc.ing...
Another RandomQuote: Insert here...
MagicMirror: Heroes series,BigBangTheory, Stardust(superFUNNY&RANDOM!), Nice shows!
Some Weird Blogthings
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What Nicholas Goh Means
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You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
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OH MY F-ing GOD! Well, it's almost 95% true... Hahaha...
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be. |
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| Being Alone | |
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What is your True Fear?
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
8:48 AM
This is what happens when i let myself go..
I'm pathetic. Ughh. You don't know what was going through my mind... Hopes, wishes, YOU. Nothing I said came out the way i wanted, i just wanted to see your smiling face, I didn't want to change that. Seeing you smile and laugh made me so happy I forgot that there was anything wrong. Everything felt right when I saw you smile. But when you said cya, i said bye, and the door closed. I just blanked out for 5-10mins. I just sat at the stairway, thinking... What you said, what i said, what i thought, what i DIDN'T say.. How I was a god-damn COWARD! ARghh! I couldn't say how i felt. I hoped again, that you were at home, thinking of me too. Maybe, maybe not the same way i was thinking of you. How i wished you would open the door again, that i could see your face smile and laugh and my pains will wash away, then I'll be able to die faster.
I was so afraid, what would happen if i said the wrong thing and it got awkward? And I would NEVER be able to see her face again. Her face, her... Laughing... Heh. I would DIE. I don't care about enduring this pain now, maybe I'll just be with her like this and I'll be able to watch her laugh again. But if she reads this post, i don't know what'll happen. Heh.
So you see, today, I came back to dreamland for a few hours, to enjoy my pain, to wallow in my happiness and to scream in my sorrow. Tomorrow, I shall die again and all will be well. Tomorrow, I will lose all feelings again and i shall continue studying, dead, life will be death and death will be life. Tomorrow, but today, let me suffer, let me cry, let me laugh at everything that has happened and then tomorrow, I will cut myself off again.
Oh, btw, I shouldn't be blogging but since i'm breaking all the rules, i might as well post and inform you all eh. On hiatus till november~december. Cya. Bye.
Labels: Regret
& I'm being random.
