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Narcissism.
Nicholas Goh
SEXXX: Male(DUH...)
Age: Supposedly 16+(Can be older or younger if you want me to;P)
Alignment: VERY STRAIGHT (As staight as it goes...)
HomeLikeNoOther:Tampines, Singapore
Co-Curriculum Activity: Sec Sch~ DRaMa CluB
LIFESAVING/ SWIMMING
PrisonBreaks:Pri-TampinesNorthPrimarySchool
Sec-CoralSecondarySchool(1E4, 2E3, 3/8, 4/8)
JC- MJC!!!(08S304!!)
A fan of the ORANGE
My Loves...(Read CAREFULLY)
food: Foie Gras(I discovered my love for it some time ago.), Sushi, Steak (Medium Rare), SPICY curry, Chocolate
books: Fantasy, Comics, Harry Potter series, Dan Brown.
Random quote by ME: When you love someone, the less you know why, the better...
music: Rock, Classical, Oldies, Emo, lots as long as it's nice... (Just no techno)
girls: Like i'll tell you... XP Hahahaha!!!
doingstuffies: Reading, Facebooking, Cycling, drumming, randomizing, sleeping, Drawing and doodling, XBOXING, etc.ing...
Another RandomQuote: Insert here...
MagicMirror: Heroes series,BigBangTheory, Stardust(superFUNNY&RANDOM!), Nice shows!
Some Weird Blogthings
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What Nicholas Goh Means
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You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
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OH MY F-ing GOD! Well, it's almost 95% true... Hahaha...
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be. |
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| Being Alone | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
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What is your True Fear?
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
7:41 AM
Hey, I think I've really lost my heart. I guess that's good?
Now that I've lost my heart, how about that soul of mine? I'm still too good...
I've lost the ability to really love I guess, now it's time to find a way to relieve me of the pain... The pain that I have been holding inside for oh so long...
How do I do that? By going out I guess. That's the only time I think I'll feel less empty. I've smiled, I've laughed, I've joked. All the time I still feel something wrong... Something missing.
Maybe if I go out and try my luck in the ocean... I might find someone to replace the gaping hole in my life...
I may break a few hearts, I may hurt a few people... But I guess that's just a part of life huh?
The heart, body and soul,
were supposed to be as one,
but a piece got broken from the trio,
and the life got undone.
Diverged from his predestined path,
where he once was to be great,
now dressed in rags and shackles,
he is now fueled by his hate.
The pain he feels lies unchecked,
he hides his torture from the rest,
still he screams within himself,
the agony beating his very best.
He's confused at people nowadays,
how do they love he asks,
when all they love are those devils,
only wearing kind and charming masks.
Now his heart torn asunder,
his soul holding by a thread,
his body tired from all the pain,
he just has one last verse to add...
I would love to say that I love you,
but before doing so I need to know,
would you love me as I'd love you,
and would I feel better with no soul.
& I'm being random.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
7:01 AM
I guess I can just pop in to say that I'm depressed. Hope no one really reads this anymore.. Not really showing it. Not really feeling it. But it's there... The destructive thoughts...
The damning emotions...
The feelings that drag me down... Down... down...
I can't see the way out,
thought I'd be out by now,
but in the end I just can't fight,
it's my own way of life.
I can't bear to hurt anyone,
even if it means bearing it alone,
I want to relieve this pain,
but to do so would be so unfair... To anyone...
I could just say yes,
I could just hold you closer,
I could just show you how I love,
But what I do is to protect you...
Protect you from my selfishness...
Because I know... I know there won't be any good...
Nothing good would come from it,
Only pain, confusion and despair,
more than there already is.
Let me tell you something,
If I had ever thought for a second,
you were the one I wanted, I needed,
I would have said yes, I would have given myself up.
But i'm sorry to say, You're not the one.
I'm sorry to say that I didn't feel anything,
I'm sorry I can't help you,
I'm sorry I can't help me... I wish you were... I wish I could...
But that isn't me... I wouldn't do that...
Oh how I wish I could just choose anyone...
And get this over with... Get the pain to dissipate...
The loneliness, the feeling of having no one, you know so well...
I know so well...
Well, yes, the way we cope.
It's completely different.
And you'll realize it soon. I hope. That I just don't think it's right.
Sigh, but how I wish it not to be so.
& I'm being random.
I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
I adopted a cute lil' tempura fetus
from Fetusmart! mm..yummy.